Friday, 15 January 2016

Nine Years in the Making

TODAY MARKS HIS NINTH YEAR in Australia.  It was 8:45 AM, 16th of January 2007 when a China Airlines’ plane carrying him and the other passengers from Manila and Taipei touched down at Brisbane Airport.  He was very excited, to be honest, to experience another country (it’s his first time overseas) but at the same time equally anxious about his future as a piggery farm worker in next four years. 

Others might have thought that he gave up his job for the sake of the dazzling silver Down Under… Little did they know that leaving something he was so passionate about was never easy, and that he decided to do it to gather some more mosses to cover him in pursuing his dream of becoming a globally-competent pig vet.  He was looking forward to that entire four years of pig-production experience under temperate condition—hoping  that it would be an additional feather in his cap.       

His first day at work, the first week, first month and first year in that job were never easy.  His brawn was not enough, and fighting against the emotional torture of performing all the menial tasks in the piggery farm was seriously harder than he thought it would be.  But he believed he was once an achiever—and this thought had aided him to keep going; he didn’t want to just simply quit and consider himself a loser Down Under.  

A performance appraisal stating that his knowledge of the job was unsatisfactory had upset him!  So out of self-respect, he bravely decided to leave the piggery, and was so blessed to get a job offer to work in a poultry farm in South Australia. 

Despite the scorching hot and dry summers, his days in the poultry farm were relatively manageable compared to his previous job.  He had to stand up against the dusty and itchy environment, had to work at midnight—even during wintertime, though… But he had gradually learned to focus on the brighter side of things.  He kept on traveling interstate to explore the country and he had started to discover more about Australia and its people out of these short trips.  The original plan of going back to Philippines upon the expiry of his working visa had changed to targeting to get the residency so he could eventually settle in this country. 

He missed his family and friends ‘back home’ (and he was aware that they terribly missed him, too) but there were times when the sacrifices of living-apart-together could undeniably fill-up the pecuniary necessities they had in this life.  Regular visits at an average of every couple of years were, of course, not enough to compensate the memories they could’ve made together but he (and he believed, they) had eventually accepted the fact that his fate must be shining on this distant shores, and as what the song goes, ‘they have no right to make him stay…’  He started meeting people, and had made lasting friendship with the real people he met along the way.


BEING a human, he desired to continuously grow personally and professionally.  He envied his friends who showed happiness and satisfaction out of their employment and he hated himself for being too ambitious!  To have been given the opportunity to run the poultry farm operation had, somehow, made him feel vindicated from that distressing work-performance assessment he received from his previous job but he knew that he could do something more than just looking after a million of growing birds to feed Australia and the world. 

The Australian residency he'd been aiming for was granted and after a year of shedding more drops of sweat, tears and blood, he eventually became eligible to take the Australian citizenship oath—which he humbly did with sincerity.  Days had become brighter since then, dirt roads turned into concrete road surfaces that obviously paved his way into who he is and what he possesses right now. 

Well, there are no suburban properties under his name at the moment, no personal vehicles parked in the garage of his rented unit and no hefty bank account.  On his ninth year Down Under, all he got are mere document pieces signed by dignitaries; plus, of course, a healthier physique, a sound mind, a stronger faith and a happier heart that loves and being loved.


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Sunday, 10 January 2016

Fallen...


An excerpt of an entry from Rogelio's diary a year ago: 
10 January 2015 
It’s my fault.  I was the one who started making those friendly advances just for fun, incognizant of the fact that I’ve been digging myself into a hole. 
My playful behaviors have naturally unveiled your kindness.  Those regular SMS exchanges that have eventually become more and more frequent... and your casual invitations to hang out together have made me realize you have a good heart.  And now I have fallen into the pit—I myself have dug! 
Like a drum in my chest, my heartbeat’s been gradually getting stronger yet still seems not loud enough for you to hear.  Now that we’re friends, how can I tell you that I’m honestly longing for more than that?  


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